about chocolatesuze
i am susan thye | aka susie pie | came into world on 30.5.83 | is female | loves noods | finished studying at uws doing food and nutrition | started The Biscuit Tree | likes chocolate and cake and shopping and dancing | will cry from lack of sleep or love |
I am: unique
I love: noods
I believe: all good things comes to an end
I think: pessimisticlly
I want: to be loved
I wish: to be happy
I hate: repeating myself
I miss: being young
I fear: death
I hear: voices
I do: nothing
I breathe in: thick black textas
I see: the sky, the stars and the moon
I crave: cheese
I search: for the truth
I listen: to the truth
I regret: for not telling the truth
I long: to be free
I always: dream
I dance: in my mind
I sing: badly
I cry: when ppl make me sad
I can`t stand: ppl who ask me stoopid questions
I lose in: life
I like: being lonely
I can usually be found: on the net
I need: a life
I wish for: peace
I should: be happy
I hope: to get as far away from the parentals as possible
I obsess: over perfection
I am not always: complete
i am mostly happy. but also melancholy. i will laugh and smile at almost anything and anyone. but i will contemplate and reminisce on everything and everyone. i love to dance around my room to music that blares from my stereo. or in my head. even though i hate to admit it, i am a closet britney spears fan. (and i know you are one too). i do love a good rnb song but i am prone to bouts of bad singing whenever kylie is on.
i miss the people that I have lost. i have amazing friends who do not know exactly how much they mean to me. i read a lot, and sometimes i start talking like the ppl in the book. i am very particular about what kind of pen I write with. i cant write with a paeser if i have lost the lid for the eraser. if i cant sleep i sit in the dark with the window open and watch the stars and the moon.
i am not a morning person. my clock is set 20mins fast to fool myself into thinking i have to get up earlier. I sing in the shower. I shampoo, rinse, condition, stand for five more minutes giving myself repeated ultimatums (okay, in thirty seconds you get out), rinse and then stand there for another five more minutes. I try to remember everything thats due that day on the day. I usually remember something I forgot.
I go thru food phases. i have been known to only eat yellow foods like bread, pasta, cheese, lemonade and potatos. i hate skittles now that the original purple tastes like blackcurrent and not grape. and peanut butter m&m’s WERE the best thing since sliced bread but now that the purple color has been introduced theres something not quite right about m&ms. I eat seafood but i hate pipis and I can’t use chopsticks properly.
i like running long distances but think its a pain in the ass to walk from one end of parra station to the other. i can be a ditz and a net nerd but i like chocolate and think it is the answer to all problems. i dont think australia should go to war, theres not a reason in the world for the loss of a human life.
i do not mind being alone and i do not mind being with others. i like sitting on the train and watching the world pass me. i am capable and loved, and sometimes (okay, often) very melodramatic. i feel guilty when i do not live up people’s expectations. i feel even worse when i do not live up to my own. i can be insecure one minute and confident and outgoing the next. i am forgiving and almost always willing to listen. i am inspired by practically everyone i know and have ever met. i am me.
